I Hate Everything
Yet Uncategorized December 14th, 2006Yes, I hate everything. That isn’t to say that I don’t like some things, but I also hate them at the same time. I hate everything because everything and everyone on Earth deserves to be hated. I hate you and I hate everything that surrounds me. Including myself. I hate myself too.
Everyone is a bastard. I’m not sure hate is an emotion as much as it is part of me. It flows through my veins, and latches on to anything it sees and hates it, hates it with the utmost passion that it surely cannot be healthy. I want to destroy everything I see. And people, people are the
worst. I’m so jealous of everyone. I just want to be them, to know about them. And it doesn’t help that I have a curious mind. I’m so interested in everything, apart from everything I hate. Which didn’t make sense, because I’ve already told you that I hate everything! I hate that.
And I hate me too. But I also hate suicide and would never kill myself because I hate the thought of pain and I’m also desperate to live forever, to see everything. I believe that if I had everything I desired, I would still ask for more. And I would still hate everything. Oh I try and tell myself that when I’m older everything will be fine. (And I hate the way that made me sound like a loser angsty teenager, even though I’m it’s true.) But I just know it won’t. Because I’ll still be surrounded by everything, everyone. And hate will pulsate through my body with enough venom to kill everyone. But it won’t. I’ll carry on hating for the rest of my life because I’m an unhappy individual who hates. That’s me. Hate, hate, hate.
And do you know what? I hate you too. Reading this. Reading my hate. And I hate the way I’ve written this. I sound so stupid. And I hate the editor for creating the site so I can share my hate.
I wonder if this is even on the site. I hate it if it is and I hate it if it isn’t. Ah well. I’ll just carry on with the rest of my life. And I’ll hate and hate and hate forever. I hate that. I hate everything.
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March 15th, 2007 at 10:52 pm
Dear I hate everything,
I completely understand what you are saying. You dont sound stupid. Its like I could have been reading my own words. over the past year a series of events happened that I had little to no control over - I was so badly hurt and angry. Something happened or is going on with you to make you feel this way. Sometimes we can fix or change things and sometimes all we can do is talk it out until we get past it. I dont know which your situation is, but a good place to start is to talk to someone you can trust - if your a girl, do you have an adult female you can talk to? An aunt, teacher, school counselor, parent, sister, cousin? one of those volunteer ladies at church? sometimes it takes talking to a few different people till you find the right person. For now if you want, you can talk to me.
Since you posted in december, maybe you feel better now. Maybe you will never read this. I hope your ok.
dmarie
May 31st, 2007 at 2:47 am
i agree, i hate my life.i just hate everything. nothing matters to me.
May 31st, 2007 at 12:28 pm
i know this feeling hate is the word that discribes me best… in the past few weeks my high skol life has been starting to be destroyed and out the window bcoz all the people i hate and hate me have decided to make fake romours about me and i feel like killing them i hate alot of things about my life although life should be nice i think the word crap decribes it best. i would become emo but emo isnt fun and it would just make my life so much more miserable.
hate
August 23rd, 2007 at 11:53 pm
couldn’t have put it better myself
November 24th, 2007 at 11:33 pm
I hate the pc game called “the sims2 teen style stuff. It always tells me to get this sims2 game copy. I don’t have sims2 just sims2 p.c which I want to play but I can’t. I hate hate hate my life. I feel angry, and sad at the same time. “Boo” Blah blah blah life. I wish I could throw my life away.
January 3rd, 2008 at 1:08 pm
hmmmm. exactly like me.
May 1st, 2008 at 7:47 am
I swear, if I didn’t know any better, I could say this person is my concious in human form.
May 3rd, 2008 at 10:46 pm
I hate my life…you have no clue. I have two stupid siblings that never listen.I hate…hate…hate.. them.I’m so sick of taking care of them. I’m sick of having to do everything…i hate it. I’m sick of nobody understanding what i have to go through.I’m sick of high school and AP classes. I’m sick of my fathe making me do AP classes. I’m sick of shcool. I hate school. I hate my life. I hate having so much homework. Dealing with school is hard enough. I hate how my family makes it harder for me to do things. I hate how i have so much homework. I hate how NOBODY UNDERSTANDS. I hate it. I hate how people think they understand but they don’t really. I hate how i should be studying for my AP gov exam. I hate school, i already mentioned that, but who cares because i hate school. I hate my life. I hate that i don’t have time to do things normal teenagers do. I hate how i have to babysit my bro and sis on Saturdays. I hate having homework…a lot of homework. School sucks. I hate sschool. I hate being judged. I hate people who judge. I hate being confused. I hate being lost. I hate crying. I hate not being noticed. I hate it. I hate it when people tell me i’m oblivious. I hate it. What the heck they don’t know what i go through. They have no clue. I hate it. I hate people that don’t understand. I hate people that are just plain stupid. I hate it. I HATE BEING CONFUSED AND LOST. I HATE MY LIFE…NOBODY UNDERSTANDS. i HATE LETTING MY FEELINGS OUT…IT’S HARD.I DON’T KNOW WHY BUT I DOES FEEL GOOD..I HATE THAT I HAVE TO LET ME FEELINGS OUT THIS WAY…I HATE IT…I HATE IT..I HATE THAT I’M CRYING…I HATE THAT YOUR READING THIS…I HATE THAT YOU THINK YOU UNDERSTAND…I HATE THAT NO ONE DOES UNDERSTAND…I HATE MY LIFE…I JUST HATE IT… :(
May 9th, 2008 at 11:55 pm
I hate people that judge! FU**ING HELL!