I hate my husband, I hate my love! Why do I have to stay when I can easily find a way out… maybe because I need to protect my son, or maybe I am financially unstable, or because despite the fact that I hate every inch of him I still love him…

Why do I hate him anyway? Well, he is selfish and a self centered prick! He is domineering type of person, he thinks of me like I am stupid or something. He loves other people/friends more than me and my son, he is super arrogant! He loves to swear and yells all the time, he never listens to any of my opinions or ideas, never listens to my woes, worries, pain, he is rude to my parents, but polite with other parents of his friends, he is such a fake person!

He doesn’t accept that he is wrong sometimes, etc etc etc… There are a lot of bad things to say about him but what is wrong with me? Is he being like this because of me? Maybe I made him like this, maybe there is something in me that is really bad too?

Nope.

I don’t think so because if I am bad now it is because of him, for I was a good person before I met him! I was great, everybody loved me! Do i have evidence to prove that I am a good person? Yes I do! I know it myself and God is my witness!

I hate my love and I’m not happy with that.