I hate my life. I really do. I hate the fact that I don’t have a reason to live now. I have no fucking idea why the hell i’m doing in college. I should’ve killed myself back then for this reason and not for making my stupid ex realize my existance. Now it’s just so bad I’m trying so hard to hang on and I really don’t know why. I don’t even have the drive ot guts to kill myself right now.
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